Dreams

I get so upset at myself, the last few nights I have forgotten to take my night meds and as a result I get horrid dreams and I wake up every hour at the least. The meds don't help with the sleep but it helps me rest and prevents the dreams. I was all over the place last night I had trouble keeping the blanket on! 

I am angry and disorientated and I want to cry. Such a mix of emotions.